The lost Love

Met my heart after a while
Called me a fool called me lair
Well, oh it was such a vile 
But little did she know my love burned higher

Became so despicable, her eyes filled with loathing 
Oh my beloved bestowed me with nothing but roaming

Called it my lechery called it my lust
Broke me down to the ground 
But little did she know it was a thrust

Never could I bear being apart 
But little did she know what lived in my heart

 oh love forgive my sin I have taken
Called me a liar called me fickle 
But little did she know ,she left me forsaken

To the world, I had lost my sanity 
They called me mad, they called insane
Purely my love, never was it vanity.

Was it a dream or are you just a memory
Left me hard deep in my mesiry

Was it your love or merely my delusion
Where is me solace poor soul jilted by fidelity
Oh my beloved left me with derision
Little did she know my Amour for her lasted eternality

Were you real or echoes of torment
My hollow cries, my endless despair 
Those faded whispers that you never meant 
Little did you know how much I care

Where are the moments we meant to share 
Was it my fate or your betrayal 
I am like a shadow that clings in wail
Little did I know never did you care 


Oh love oh love never could I bear
Now neither can I leap nor can I weep  
May you live the life, I wished you to wear
Oh my love little do you know I am now for eternal sleep .